Rain and emo-ness go well together

(listen to lego house by Ed Sheeran ft. P Money the Gosling remix.)

I'm feeling kind of weak. I'm kind of crumbling.

 i don't know what to do.

 i don't know where to run.

 i don't know where to seek refuge.

i don't know who i am.

This blinding light should mean that I've come out of my dark place right? So then why is it that i feel so lost here? I don't know myself here. 

I want to feel that way i used to. Before all this. Before the darkness. Before this blinding new light. When i was unaware. Unaware of every thing that's wrong with this world. I'm tired of knowing. 

'Save me', i plead. But am i talking to myself or someone else. Am i the hero of this story?

I don't think so because i don't think i can save myself from my own worst enemy: me.

Thank you for cooperating with my sudden emoness. 

-Mana.